Halloween Candy and Duathlon? Maybe

I ate this years first Halloween candy last night.  I have been avoiding all the candy and when I pass it have a debate with myself over the temptation.  I decided not to have candy at my desk this year because it was something that was just going to tempt me all day every day.  who wants that? I bought candy corn yesterday for some cupcakes that I'm going to make this week.  I should not of even opened the package but I had the extra calories and decided to splurge on some.  I counted out the 24 candy serving and enjoyed my sugar.  I feel good that I was in control and made the decision consciously.

Okay now into what has been going on.  Last post I mentioned my family was coming to town and I spent the week with them and enjoyed their company.  I did gain a little which is probably partly due to the cake and ice cream, we had that is a big splurge from daily life.  Currently I am back down to my before weight and a little more.

Next up is my fiance's family.  I have been trying to kick but while I have this time between and I am feeling good.  Its getting down to crunch time though and I have lots of stuff I wanna get done plus the usual working out and working overtime so I can take time off.  Eek, stress is building.  I am taking it one day at a time though and planning ahead.

With all lack of strictly sticking to plan I am not going to be making some of my challenges.  I won't meet my meltdown challenge and I didn't win my last dietbet round.  I am working though to meet the next round.  I have until mid November so I still have some time but don't wanna push it off either.  I have been trying to stay motivated with podcasts and tracking my food intake.

So this weekend is a duathlon (2 mile run with a 10 mile bike and another 2 mile bike).  I am still not completely sure if I'm going to do it but I really would like to.  The scary unknown is what is holding me back also the fact that this is kind of last minute.  I have been biking approximately 6.5 miles to and 6.5 miles from work 2-3 days a week.  With my half marathon training I feel good about the 2 mile run.  I even practiced with a brick work out where I rode home and then immediately ran 2 miles to see what the transition is like.  It took a little for my lets to adjust but it wasn't too bad!  I even raced my friend that is states away and we compared times and I was only a few seconds behind! (more on this later)  After this I feel confident that I can do it but I'm scared I'll be the last one.  I'll update you on my decision next post.

As I said I have been biking to work and I love it!  It's a great work out and I can feel that I am working different muscles.  The hardest part is biking home because most of the time we are getting a good wind from the coast and I have to push through that.  So far have not had any really close calls with people.  I ride with the thought that every one is out to get me so I am always in a bike lane or sidewalk and the biggest issue is when people pulling out of driveways stop in my path.  Please be conscious of bikers and stop and look before you cross the path of the side walk and stay in your lane.  The bike lane is not extra part of your lane.

With biking to work means people at work notice you more.  I am sure people are saying "she is crazy."  That's okay.  I enjoy it.  One moment that did make me mad this week was when I was eating my premade salad from home and a gentleman walked up and said "you enjoying your peppers and veggies?"  I said yes.  The tone is what got to me as he giggled and walked past with his fast food.  I am not judging him by his decision and you shouldn't judge someone else for their decision to make a healthy choice.  Since when is eating healthy uncool?  I don't know maybe I'm reading far too into it.  I feel good about my decision and that is all that matters.

Half Marathon Training
2 weeks away from the Harbor Half!  I completed 10 miles this weekend.  I wasn't happy with not being able to run the whole time but I am proud of the distance.  Can't believe in 2 weeks that i'm going to be doing a 10 miles plus 3.1 more miles!  I'm looking forward to it but I'm also scared.  Hoping to see about doing the bridge walk this weekend to check out part of the course but we'll see with having family in town.

Racing buddies!

Last week I raced my friend that lives states away.  He is the one that really got me started on this journey by seeing his success.  Well we can be very competitive and one day he said he was going to run a 5k after work and I said I would race him.  We ran separately and compared our times once we were both finished.  I won by 0.02 seconds which is pretty much like we tied!  We completely agreed that this little competition really push us during our run.  So I am hoping we make it a weekly thing!  We raced 2 miles last night and he beat me!  I am totally going to use the excuse that I was tired from my bike home.  I don't know if I would have actually ran the 2 miles though if he didn't challenge me.

Also today at work a girl stopped me to ask about my biking and running and asked if I would be interested in doing a triathlon with her in San Antonio in a few months.  This was awesome!  I've been reading up about triathlons because that is my next goal after the half marathon in 2 weeks!  I am so excited to learn from her and have a workout buddy!

Non-Scale Victory
I can fit into size 10 pants and shorts now!  What?!?!

That's all for now but hopefully there will be some race posts coming up soon!  Thanks for reading!

I see scale movement!

So I haven't posted in awhile because I didn't think I had any good news since the scale wasn't really moving.  It wasn't going up or down.  I've been slacking on controlling my portion sizes and making good food decisions.  On the bright side I haven't gained...I am hoping this mean that maintaining when I reach my goal will mean being comfortable and not worrying all the time that I'm gaining.  That is still 40 lbs away though and I want to enjoy my journey there.

I have another confession.  I skipped a long training run. :\ I was supposed to do 9 miles last weekend but decided not to do it.  My fiance was home all weekend which is rare occurrence with his schedule and I decided to enjoy the whole weekend with him.  Good news is I was already a week ahead on my training schedule so as long as I don't skip any more I will be ready to go for my half next month!
Next confession,  I lost a dietbet.  I'm not happy with myself for not trying harder but I just wasn't into it like I have been lately.  4% in a month is starting to get harder and harder to achieve.  I am still doing my 6 month transformation dietbet and am hoping to reach the goal of weighting 165.6 which is 8% from where I started this dietbet.  I have lost 13.2lbs since July 15th.  That is about 4.5 lbs a month which isn't bad!  I have been feeling bad about not losing weight fast enough but when I stand back and look at the long term I am impressed with myself.  I'm still on the journey.

Meltdown Challenge is still going as well!  I almost forgot that it was a weightloss challenge with all the great information that it has be sharing.  I have to lose 6% in 6 weeks.  Right now there is only 20 days left and I still have 5.12 lbs to lose. eek!  I believe that I am making the changes and decision to reach that goal though but the next couples weeks will REALLY test me.

Today I weighted in at 166.8.  I have 6 days to shed the last 1.2 lbs so I am kicking it into gear!  I am back to doing more medifast meals to keep my calorie count low but still full with plenty of protein and low carb.  I found that my portions were starting to get out of control again and needed to remind myself what I really need to sustain myself.  This is a battle that I think I'll be fighting for the rest of my life but I am happy I am aware of it.

So some positive things!  My fiance and I bought bikes!  I love it!  We have biked to dinner and biked to the movies!  I have even started biking to work!  Today is my third day!  I am not biking everyday because by the time I bike home I don't feel like working out and I still have a half marathon that I'm training for!  I'm trying to do three days a week and I am enjoying burning the extra 500 calories a day just commuting!  I will say that riding home is harder since it is usually warmer and I am riding into the wind!

Yesterday I didn't bike to work so I decided to go for a long run since I slacked enjoyed this weekend.  I decided to try a way different route and ran towards the bay and found out its only 3 miles from my apartment!  How amazing is that?  I am so thankful and lucky to live in a place like this!  I definitely believe that the weather is what helps me keep moving!  I love sunny south Texas!  Here is a selfie I took when I reached as far as I could go north with out swimming!  This definitely wasn't one of my strongest runs and I could tell I haven't run for a couple of days but I still enjoyed the run.

Okay, like I said earlier the next couple of weeks are going to be a challenge.  Next week, I am taking the week off because my family is visiting!  My youngest brother and sister and flying for their very first time to come see their big sister!  I am so excited to share my new home with them!  I know they are happy to defrost from the Indiana weather! :P  Wish me luck as my routine changes and I try to navigate staying on plan!  Staying active and everything in moderation is the key!  I'll be repeating that over and over again in my head!

Back to the Basics

Okay, I had a bad week.  I'm not sure what happened but I pretty much broke down.  Emotionally not a good week.  But I am ready to move on.  So here we are back to the basics.

I am up back into the 170s but barely so that's good.  I hate going backwards though!  Feels like the work was for nothing when I go backwards but just have to start over and keep going.

Back to the basics, what does that mean?  I am not exactly sure but here is my plan.
1. Water- 80 oz a day
2. Exercise- everyday can be big or small just have to move!
3. Plan meals!  Unplanned=bad decisions
4. Understanding my thoughts

The last one is what I have been struggling with for the last week.  I started a new kind of weight loss challenge last week and it has daily readings and webinars and all kinds of great stuff to support weight loss!  Not only the eating part but the emotional part.  I want to share with you what I am going to be focusing this week.  "Thoughts come first then emotions which then drive our actions which leads us to our results"  My thoughts control my emotions not my the other way around.  I need to be more aware of what my thoughts are and why they make me feel the way that I do.  I'll have to get back to you on this...

I am still training for my half marathon and I have officially registered!  So now I am committed!  I did 8 miles this week but not very fast.  The heat was back on and I am looking forward to the cool weather!  Only 6 miles to do this weekend so that will be a piece of cake! (probably not the best choice of words) The hard part isn't the long runs any more its sticking to my training plan during the week.  I now dread short runs more than long runs.  Hoping that waking up early this week and getting them over with in the cooler mornings will help but that means getting my butt out of bed....wish me luck.

6 month dietbet:  I squeaked by to win round 2 which was a goal of 6% and I won $25.16!  Next goal is 8 % and currently I am up from the 6% goal so I have work to do!  Speaking of work to do, I am in another dietbet and I have 9 days to lose 6 lbs...ugh oh.  Yeah I have been slacking!  Well I am kicking it into gear!  I don't know if 6 lbs is do able but I am going to try!  I hate to lose!  Started out this weekend by doing some meal planning for the week!  I am set this week with cooked chicken breasts, egg salad, spaghetti squash with broccoli and cheese, and pumpkin bread pudding!

So like I said early, I started a new challenge called the Meltdown challenge called Thin it to win it-Team Rex and I am on a team with my old medifast coach.  I love this challenge so far!  Not only do I have to lose 6%  in 6 weeks but I have to earn so many participation points as well.  The points are easy to earn and I am actually learning some great stuff!  I listened to the healthy webinar this morning and it brought up some great questions.  What do you want?  What is your goal?  Why do you want it?  Why now?  Do you want to feel better or stop feeling bad?  What matters most?  These are all questions we have to ask ourselves to find our motivation.  Our motivation is what keeps up on track.  What is your motivation?  I am still learning what my true motivation is.  At first it was to fit into that wedding dress and look great in pictures but now I want to improve my quality of life.  Not that my quality of life is poor now but it could be better!  I want to be able to do anything I want to do.  I want to do a handstand, a cartwheel, a pull up, bow pose.  What is your motivation?

Just want I needed to hear this morning: Inspiration (Youtube)